Memoirs of a lover

Memoirs of a lover

It takes courage to love again when you have been hurt, it takes pain and strength again to put them all away. Somewhere in all the pain somebody has to have the courage to be okay.  He gives me that courage to be ok, to love. The sun has come the mist has gone, we see in the distance our long way home. I was always yours and you were mine. 

We have loved each other in and out of time, when the first storm looked up at the blazing sun, when the first tree struggled up from the forest floor and even when the wind stood still. I had always loved you, you forced yourself, gave your heart to the breeze, it hummed like a hive of honey bees. I reached in the mass for the sweet honey comb.

 How I loved you. You blinded me by circumstance, lost by chance I screamed to the heavens, loudly screamed trying to change our nightmares into dreams. Seems like forever that I have waited for you. In a world of disappointment one thing is true, God has blessed me and blessed you too, out of a million people I found you, just take my hands and hold me close, don't let me go. You for me and me for you, together maybe we will make it. 

We were once strangers all by ourselves, living alone with no one else, but here we are and it’s all so sweet. God must have made you for me, because you are more than a friend, you are my smile. You are a breathtaking reflection of Gods heart for me; you pursued me and loved me, even when I didn't love myself. You held my hand in darkness and pulled me into light. When I look at you, I know there is a God and he loved me so much that he gave you just to me.